Paradigm of Accidents

Approximate Timings

I realized - just oh so recently, how in love God is with me, and all the little things I do, that have immense impact of whatever the future holds for me. February 1, 2013, I will never ever - ever, ever, forget the uncontrollable series of unfortunate events that led me to my break down and triggered my suicidal ego - - - - and when I was literally weeping my heart out, my parents all the way from Hong Kong called, with great assurance that everything will be just fine, my classmates with their tender comforts, close friends who unfailingly helped me all the way and my boyfriend who has been always there, for everything. 

I feel like it is but appropriate for me to say: THANK YOU, for without all of you, I would not be looking forward to my defense on - March 1, 2013. 

THANK YOU, I OWE IT ALL TO EVERYONE. 

Unleashing Awareness

No, I am not perfect. Nor am I exemplary at any distinct levels of feelings, appearances or any matters that concerns one’s ability, physicality and such. What I do know is:

Even - when I am weak : I always look strong, when I am hurt : I am always seen with a smile, when I am confused : I am still in control. To shorten the thought, you can seldom see me falling into pieces. If you normally do - then you are one of very few people whom I trust my life with.

If I call you at dawn just to cry to you, then the feeling is mutual, we are positively in love with each other. That kind of love that grows with time. 

……………………………………………………………. part 1.

Troubled Being

These are the moments – I thank God that I’m alive, and I’ll remember all my life.

True enough, I am actually singing those lines happily. However, before the song reaches the end of its chorus, I pause and question myself: What did I ever do to be so blessed? Then..

All of a sudden, every insecurity surfaces – the singing ends. 

Stuck

I do not really know how to begin, where to begin - I am blessed, most definitely! 
…. will blog about it soon!  

Twitter Maker

Finally, after so much nagging and unconditional support - I finally have one!

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Stars - Hold on When You Get Love; Let Go When You Give It.